…said that “as long as I know how to love, I know I’ll stay alive…”

Hmm…

Ohhh shit!

As I gather my thoughts
With the pieces of my heart
Tell me, how long is forever
I’m not afraid and I won’t be torn apart
We’ve had our time together

I keep hoping, I keep hoping baby,
I’m gonna find a way
I keep hoping, I keep hoping baby
There are better days, better days
I keep hoping, hoping and praying
And I still believe in love
I keep hoping . . .

~Foreigners

Tryin to be funny

Super cool products always have super funky things written on the packaging.  That’s er…usually the case lah as I came across one today. Yeah!

andd….my freedom awaits me. just one more week.

Came across this yesterday,

“When deep injury is done to us,
we never recover until we forgive.
Forgiveness does not change the past,
but it does enlarged the future.”
~ Mary Karen Read

“That’s what life is. It’s a series of rooms and who we get stuck in those rooms with, adds up to what our lives are.”

It’s true, although we don’t have any control whatsoever over when we get stuck with them, for how long, why were they chosen and most importantly who are these people.

You know when we were little kids, we had a lot in common and there were the usual few things that we all liked and those that we all hated. Like how little girls were usually interested in dolls, playhouses and pretty things, boys on the other hand were always excited about their favorite superhero toy figurines and toy cars. The boys hated the girls and normally the girls feel the same about the boys too. Although that usually changes when we get older and when our hormones start telling us the opposite (of course with an exception to a few who end up falling for the same kind). Anyway, there’s one thing i can think of that im sure all of us liked when were kids, aeroplanes.

Aeroplane!

Back then, I get so distracted and excited at the sound or sight of an aeroplane overhead. Trips to the airport were always filled with excitement, because either i was going on an aeroplane or i was going to see them upclose. I remember always standing up on the benches, waiting for them to take off and wave goodbye. I wouldnt say that i got to fly frequently but throughout the years, i had my fair share family trips and saying goodbye to my relatives. It was never that emotional and sad, maybe because the trips were usually short or maybe because i was still too young for complicated feelings =P And although somewhere along the road i developed mild phobia in flying, i still enjoyed my trips and the sight of an aeroplane still excites me.

However, certain things have changed.

My my my, how time files. Here we are 6 months into 2009 in the month of June. Fresh memories of the new year and great car rides in January are still lingering around in my mind. I think in someway, everybody hates to grow old but it’s a thing we have to go through and there’s nothing we can do about it. We always dream about defying one of the basic laws of life, to stop time – freezing moments in time only because we want an extra second, minute or hour. But does it really help, is it any good? Would it be better watching only just one movie scene, repeating over and over again like a broken record or do we want the chance to watch a number or different scenes?

Restricted Area. I’m taking about my room. The place i watch movies, the place i read and go online, the place i chill out and of course the place i make many dreams.

So thanks to my lungs, i recently got to pimp my room. Well, not a big overhaul but just enough to freshen things up, my way. I have a tiny room and my parents said i could take over my brother’s room if i wanted to but somehow i prefer staying put. Maybe it’s because i adore the coziness of  a small room or maybe because im used to being in my room ever since moving in like almost 20 years ago and having a lot of memories here.

Anyway, some pictures as promised.

Elephant from Bangkok

One of my current favorite song very much relates to what I feel now.

The human “heart” is a mysterious element, it can be the source of unlimited happiness or the reason for the deepest sorrow. All of these that have happened, has taken away my heart beat. No one should be blamed except fate and maybe someday we’ll know…if love can move a mountain.

Past week or two was about…

Throwing up. Had special fried beef kueh tiaw with bitter gourd only to end up not feeling that special. Stomach was like a washing machine in operation and ended up vomiting at office. Went to get my first in-house clinic MC, so i had the afternoon off.

MC

Starbucks (*again). No matter how many times i say it’s over priced coffee, i still somehow end up there. It’s not because i am loaded but i guess it’s a nice place to hang out, talk and wash eyes. The drink is just the second banana la. Hmm, banana…speaking of which i had chocolate banana muffin.

Starbucks at The Spring

Silhouette. After Starbucks, with Loi. Kinda emo because one member not around anymore…so heehai to you ‘member’. Anyway, saw one pretty waitress there la :P JD Co*k, James Blunt, Akon, Usher. Oh ya, loi gave a 100% genuine sua teng kah comment regarding the bar stool.

Bo lo...bo liao lo

JD Coke

Sua teng 'Sri Aman' kah on bar stool