I was at the Sarawak Rock Party 2009 last Sunday supporting my long time buddy Ah Wai and his band Visualies. It was my first time attending such an event and it was interesting to see our local talents in action. To be honest, all of the performance were quite good although there were some that didn’t suit my taste. Met some of my friends there too, including my ex tuition mate who’s a singer now and brada Louis.

Sarawak Rock Party 2009
After that Gary, Shane and I dropped by Silhouette for drinks. It was a Sunday night so we had the whole place to ourselves. Was supposed to be just one drink but it sort of turn crazy and we ended up with liquor + beers + two big bowls of peanuts. The surprise txt at that moment also gave me a reason to drink more as i was getting more emo by the minute. I was really depressed then. (*actually even now)

Where else?
Good thing i wasn’t driving but still i ended up throwing up in front of The Spring’s carpark, by the road at Jln Ahmad Zaid Adruce and at home in the bathroom. All my Baileys and Heineken, down the drain. Thinking of it now, I guess it wasn’t a good idea at all because my poor tummy was still recovering. Feel like an idiot :( Also, thanks to the cb peanuts, i have oral ulcers.
Sorry to the cleaners at The Spring, didnt meant to.
My cough is still around and it’s making certain things like sleeping and exercising real difficult. It’s hard to breathe with so much fluid around. I dont want to get asthmatic.
…but will God fix us?

maybe He will, maybe He already has, or maybe…
We’re born, we live and we all die.

Departures
I would like to recommend this movie to those who have not seen it. It follows the journey of this guy who works as an “encoffineer”, preparing the deceased for entry to the next life, like a gentle gatekeeper. To me, I think it’s an elegant and graceful art and this movie certainly did capture every part of it. The soundtracks for this movie are also really beautiful and it won the Best Foriengn Language Flim prize at the 81st Academy Awards. Plus, i think the main actress is really pretty :)
Check it out!
Sometimes we keep looking for perfection but we often forget that it’s the little imperfections that make things perfect…i have two videos to share
In this second video, i feel that it does relate to me, well sometimes la. *unfortunately :(
I hope the videos touched your heart, just like what it did to mine. Kudos to Yasmin Ahmad!
Procedure over, im still alive.
Before i start writing what i’ve been doing for the past week, wanna tell you about a little story behind my post title. It started when i was in second year uni, i had this lecturer who would do a recap everytime before class without fail. Dont ask me why but me and my mates found that amusing and always would talk about it. Anyway, he was a pretty good and smart lecturer so no surprise that he got a job/research in Europe. Sigh, those were the days…i miss :(
One of my current favorite song very much relates to what I feel now.
The human “heart” is a mysterious element, it can be the source of unlimited happiness or the reason for the deepest sorrow. All of these that have happened, has taken away my heart beat. No one should be blamed except fate and maybe someday we’ll know…if love can move a mountain.

My row
It was August last year that I walked into the building that would be my office for the next 8 months. To me, a company is nothing without the people or souls who are working there and my colleagues have given me the best reception throughout my tenure there. My time there can only be described with one word – amazing, because of amazing people.
I watched the movie Yes Man. Just made me wonder if i do exactly like what Carl did, that is to say yes to everything, will i find the right girl?
It sucks sometimes to watch these movies with people falling in love, enjoying each other’s company and doing everything together. Dont get me wrong, I’m not being bitter about the whole romantic thing because it still gives me a sense of hope to my fairy tale/miracle beliefs. I want it to happen to me…i want to fall in love.
Anyway, today was my last day at training. I actually wrote a short post about it but because Streamyx is having some problems with the international internet routing, i can’t seem to get my pictures uploaded onto photobucket. I got so fed up so i ended up not posting it. I’ll put it up when i can get everything to work. It was a little sad leaving the people that i enjoying being around so much. Though i must say that it’s real nice to have a break after 8 months of continuous work except the public holidays and the 2-3 days when i got sick.







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